You are Being Crushed by The Remorse That You Feel.
When the dawn came up, Emma’s heart was heavy with regret. She was fully aware of the gravity of her actions. She didn’t want to do it at all. This unknown guy had to kiss her because of the demons in the drink.
The news would break Pablo’s heart. She was unable to live a life of constant rejection since she knew it was her own fault. The fact that she’d let a couple bourbon shots take over made no sense.